And not in the good Lonestar is totally singing about you kinda way.
I have decided that men amaze me. Sometimes in a good way, most often not. Yes, I am becoming very bitter. I hate that, I never thought I would be one of those people, but taking into account only the events of the last week....I deserve to be.
People who have seemingly been very interested have left me stranded not once, but twice. Ok, I know what you are saying, I let it happen to me twice, but people, it was two different situations, two different people, one outcome. Very strange.
And then of course, my constant and ever present one I am drawn to....the ultimate couple of highs, and consistant following low. This one I take the blame for. I let this happen, but the lows aren't as bad anymore because I expect them. I know I will be let down, I accept it. I still go back, its like a drug, I still want more. (And no, I have never done drugs, but like Keisha sings, its what I imagine its like.)
So, I close this week being utterly confused and really, completly ready to step out of the game for a while (except for my drug, haha, that I know I won't give up, I've tried, it doesn't work).
I'm out, and not gonna be yelling "Put me in coach!" anytime soon.
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